I like to stick up for myself, is that so wrong? I never thought so. Okay, so what about if it hurts someone you love? That changes things. I’ve really hurt someone I love cos I can’t keep my mouth shut. I don’t regret what I said, I’m not gunna be walked over, but I wish HE saw it that way. That her comments hurt me more than I’m ever gunna let on to him. I just don’t know how to fix things, make him realise, I’m not sorry for what I said, but I’m sorry he got hurt by other people’s actions towards those words…
So we’re just into the new year and I was thinking about 2010. And I realised, I keep saying it was a really bad year, but actually it’s hard to judge. I was in hospital for 3 months, I broke up with my boyfriend, I left school, so many things added up to make quite a depressing year. But actually on the flipside, I left school, I know I said that as a bad thing, but I guess it’s good too, part of growing up :) I got my gcse’s, always a good thing. And i got back together with that boyfriend. 2010 started out great, had an extremely rocky middle, but by the time I found 2011, I found me again. It was a great end to 2010, but I’m still so glad to see the back of it. Overall, it was kind of a normal year. I’m a 17 years old, what did I expect, rainbows and butterflies? 2010 had it’s ups and a whole lotta downs but that’s life, and I’m one of the luckiest girls in the world to be surrounded by the friends and family I’ve got. And of course, my amazing boy <3
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